Flaming June's Love

How lucky am I really. well I have amazing kkids, a loving husband, generous caring friends and nieces and nephews that make me want to stick around for this trip to see how amazing their lives turn out. Allie and Missi and Kaleigh went out tog et tattoos tonight. I knew they would do it while she was in but I guess I didnt really THINK ABOUT IT> Missi is underage so didnt get inked although she explained ot me what she wants when she IS old enough. SHe wants a Celtic tree of life with KTP scrolled into the trunk. A mix of both Moms Irish heritage and Dads KTP. thoughtgul, sweet and beautiful. The other two got their tattoos tonight. Kaleigh this is number four and she said this is it. Allie this is number two and it for a while. You will see them and my night with t he girlS and boy and Nana. It was a nice noght. My brother is comiong in tomorrow from New Mexico for ten days. I am very happy and look forward to some time to just chill and feel... comfort. All my boi...

Dear Dad, I hope you are doing well. We all miss you very much. We are now in the new house and I think we are all pretty happy. We went by the old house yesterday Missi and I, and it looks ok, but I still wish we were all there. I found this picture and thought of you. Is this where you are? Is heaven really in outer space or are you just somewhere around us in the dust and light that passes us everyday.? I hope that you arent too far away because I talk to you all the time and I hope you hear at least some of the stuff I talk about. Did you see the kids this week? They are having fun and being soo good. Mom is doing alright. She misses you and I think she is more lonely for you now than she ever was. I hope that you arent missing us this much. Anyway, I am still thinking of you all the time, I wish you were here to tell me the best thing to do, because I dont know if I make the right decisions all the time. I hope the time between now and when we see each other is not t...

My niece is here for vacation from New Mexico, yes why someone would come to PA in the winter from warm sunny new Mexico,,, it must be love. Anyway we are having a nice time and relaxing and kinda getting to know one another again. Time goes by and people grow and change, expectations are different and surprise, theres a new perspective. I am attaching some pics from the one evening with snow and Jack and the girls out there having fun in the "snow" slush falling form the sky.

I only follow four blogs. I read alot of blogs but four are all that really make me sit up and listen. If you peak at them you find married, religious, mothers, lesbians, republicans and democrats. Yeah I really like a mix. Kate from Sweet/saly is my favorite though. She has an incredible insight to her grief and love and mothering and womanhood and creativity.... and.... oh she just is all that good shtuuufff. The last two posts have put me into a blogging holding pattern. I can certainly blog about the house the kids Andy and my pretty boring life but I prefer to FEEL some topic and purge it to whomever is listening. I dont really know the politics of blogging but if I borrow her idea and follow her directions to find my own Vargas I will do it now. I truly took some time and searched the beautiful women her has captured and found her. Yes brunette, long legs, pretty big breasts but the reason I chose her for my Vargas is for two reasons the full smiling face and the mysterious...