It is down deep.
The sun was out this morning, early spring sun was pouring in our shadeless bedroom window at 7 am. After a night out with my Andy to the Karen Lavan Bokelman foundation celebration, I was feeling a bit foggy this am. Yes, I drank beer and a vodka on the rocks in the middle of all the beer, it was well needed and deserved. I laughed alot, smiled alot, chatted alot and felt kind of pretty. It has been a rough, ROUGH two weeks with the boy. Of course these weeks are not as bad as they used to be, but... Im a tired Mama bird when it comes to the EVERYDAY crap. That said-I had a chance to hang with my Andy last night. I got to watch him interact with people that we like. He chatted with his cousin Micheal who makes him happy and feel comfortable with. I watched him from afar alot, just observing him while I collected tickets, or stood at the bar with a few people. He really is a beautiful person. I was sitting with a woman named Cath...