chirping birds
Tuesday and all is well. My exhusband was over today toclose the family pool. I guess its an unusual relationship, when it comes to typical divorced couples. I like him. I always liked him, and to be honest I still love him but more like a longtime family member that just "is". I was with my ex for 15 years, since I was 17 myself so life before him is almost nonexitant. I dont think I discovered who I was or what I wanted until after we broke up. Sadly enough I didnt know how much I liked him until after he was gone, and truly I probably could have stayed happy with him had I met him when I was older to realize what is truly important. Thats the past, now I am remarried to a man that is so totally opposite of my first husband. Loving and verbal obviously loves me. People I hardly know say they never saw a man so in love. "With me?, why. " I ask him that often why I am nothing special. But to him I am. that is all that matterts right. right.