A few thoughts
Andy and I are going away tomorrow night for one night. We are going to a quaint little town with antique shops and coffee houses. We are staying in a bed and breakfast and I cant wait. I am losing touch with him. I feel very detached from most everyone. I have withdrawn a bit with the stress of getting Jack settled into school. Now that he is definately on the right track , I am not. I went to my Obgyn yesterday and I told him my feelings of up and down. were they hormonal or pre-menopausal? He said he could put me on an antidepressant, I opted not on that idea, at his point anyway. I think I need to make a conscious effort to take care of myself. I need to be in the minute and not think too far ahead and drag myself down with things that may not happen. So.. Andy and I will get out of town and head to New Hope for a night of grown up talk. I am grateful my Mom and daughters are going to watch jack for us. Maybe I will come back refreshed and a new woman.?