Flaming June's Love

Our wedding day the best one of my life. He is beautiful.

Ecclesiastes : For everything there is a season, And a time for every matter under heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a time to throw away; A time to tear, and a time to sew; A time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate, A time for war, and a time for peace. Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

i have been trying really hard to recall happy thoughts every night before bed so I can conjure good sleep. I am am a teeth grinding, dream screaming person. I can nap really well, but nighttime is my witching hour. Happy memory... Allie about 4 Missy about 2. We lived on the farm and had a fenced in side yard. We could sit out there and just chill out for the day. No worries. I had a blanket out on the grass, early summer. 20 feet from the back door and the girls and I had a day on a blanket. Looked at the tree in the yard. smelled the farm. played in the sandbox. I put lunch on their little picnic table. we listened to music and I loved them. Loved them adore them pray for them live for them and want all that is good and beautiful for them. Foreward 15 years and I am in the hospital after open heart surgery thinking I am dead and my daughters are there by my side whispering in my ear that they love me and hang in there they need me dont leave them. I vividly remember te...

As I go back in my mind about valentines days of the past I recall the good the bad the ugly. Ugly.. Sent an anonymous rose as a freshman to the senior beautiful boy and my best friends sister(his friend) told him it was me and he threw it away. yup bad Ugly.. My first husband found a gift in the house I had purchased when we were separated and thought it was for him uhh no you have a girlfriend since two years before we seperated she has jewelry and stuff I didnt get so no this is not for you butthead. Good.. Senior year i HS Mom and Dad surprised me with a box of chocolate and inside was a ticket to join them on a trip to St. Maarten. For easter. great time. Good.. ANdy bought me three dozen roses and sent them to my work an d all the girls thought I was the bomb and that he was the best thing since sliced bread. We were only dating three months at the time. Lat year Andy had a barbershop quartet come to the house and sing me love songs. He told them the story of the baby ...