Flaming June's Love

Not cool, but I have never claimed to be. Just so touching at this sappy time.

I was supposed to go to Philadelphia tomorrow for a follow-up appointment with the cardiologist.  They cancelled me until Tues the 13th.  Which is fine with me since we are having Jacks swim party from 6 to 8.  Dads anniversary being tomorrow, should it be a solemn day?  I don't know. I certainly cannot forget the day.  Nor the events that changed all our lives on this date. But Jack is an amazing SEVEN YEARS OLD. Every ounce of our boy is vibrating with LIFE!!! Every fiber of his being is beating and strumming with magic. He is a blurred symphony of fast moving, dust scattering carnival lights. Our boy is the unplanned saving GRACE of our lives, whether we know it or not. What did we do before Jack. I dreamed of Jack. I remember a vivid dream I had back in 2002.  I was semi awake looking for a baby in my room.  The baby was a little boy with blonde hair and blue eyes who was sleeping in the laundry basket.  As clear as life itself he wa...