Flaming June's Love

I am not computer savvy but I am sure you get the gist. Andy is away at Army reserves and came home sat night. I lost my shit and cried for the first time in a while to him about my guilt with Dad. I often feel that since I ama nurse I should have seen the signs of something bad. If not that then gotten him the help he needed to pull through this. My husband is a very big, strong, impressive figure. He has a presence. Those of you that know him know that you either Love Andy or you hate him. He is that kind of man. I can also say that if he is on your side it is a very good thing. He has taken alot and handled it all with real grace. My first husband used to "tease" that he would have to leave town for a few years when my Father died because he couldnt hand;le it. Andy has taken it all and handled my broken heart gracefully. Not to mention my girls, my mother and Jack. I am grateful. I am lucky.