Peace be with your spirit.
Its a funny feeling almost 53 and feel pretty good about myself. I have gone back to church because of a priest that listened to me and didnt judge me. He listened and heard me say I was afraid to go another day without being at peace with God. He felt that fear is not a great motivator, fear holds us back. Love should bring us back. That is when i cried. I cried because I want to LOVE my neighbor, the people that piss me off, hurt me. Im supposed to love them. Listen to the gospel and apply to my week. Now I spend the hour in church every week and reflect on the week that passed and anticipate the upcoming week with peace. I'm not the average church goer. I have a bit of a thing where I think I am different all the time. Different from the people sitting in the pews behind or in front of me. Different in my thoughts and views, my approach to life. After chatting with the priest he showed me that he has HEARD IT ALL> From th...