Flaming June's Love

So this is a picture of heaven according to someone at nasa. Im down with that idea looks ok. IS this Jesus? Is He the son of God, the salvation and one way to heaven. This is what he looks like in Suzidom Lots and Lots of flowers. My heaven blooms of every color. Trees with leaves that change the colors of fall but never fall off. Breezes that blow cool in your face but warm and comforting on your body. Midnight blue skies at night with stars that look out into the lives of the people on earth so I can peek an see hows it going for everyone. I dream that I can fly sometimes. I would like that in heaven. coasting, floating, easy blowing wind. above trees. I hope for paints of everycolor and brushes that dont ever need cleaning. canvas' that are of abundant sizes and textures. People that want them when I am done and are happy to have. Children babies without mothers. I will love them hold them nurse them and sing rock and love them until their mommies come. Then I get ...

Yup my friend Ruth the other night asked if Jack had had the flu yet. No not yet knock on wood. Well didnt the devil heart me knock and on Wednesday night the poor bugger puked up dinner. We thought it was just Dad and the boy roughhousing so we calmed down and then it started. Turkey rice and carrots spewed all over the place. The poor kid didnt know what to do with himself. He would start to gag and then run. Me chasing behind with a bucket attempting to catch vomit. Then started the crying and fever. I gave him advil and puke. Pedialyte, puke. sleep, cry, puke, repeat. My poor bugger. anyway today was the first decent day since then. One really loose stool and 50% appetite, no fever. Neither of us or say the three of us have slept decent since then so I hope tonight will be the first. OK wqith me now the latest. I have been on Paxil, which is an antianxiety, antidepressant for many years. I really dont need it but the withdrawal from this "non habit forming...