Sleep.....
I reached for sleep and drew it round me like a blanket muffling pain and thought together in the merciful dark. Mary Stewart I have always loved to sleep. The reason for my desire to sleep has been ever changing. As a teenager I remember falling asleep and waking in the same position, my blankets hardly moved. That was good sleep. I would not want to get up in the morning and my father would come in and literally pull me out of bed onto the floor. He didnt care if I was complaining or not, he would pull off the blankets and out I would come. I loved to hate that. I Love to remember those mornings now. When I was married to Tim I would spend my evenings alone, watching tv. He was tired and I was lonely. I would sleep most nights on the couch because I didnt want to lie next to him and have his back to me all night. It was sad. I remember not wanting to sleep because I didnt want to wake up in the morning to my life being the same. That is sad too. Then I recall a period of t...