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At my funeral you will hear this song.

FLOGGING MOLLY LYRICS "If I Ever Leave This World Alive" If I ever leave this world alive I'll thank for all the things you did in my life If I ever leave this world alive I'll come back down and sit beside your feet tonight Wherever I am you'll always be More than just a memory If I ever leave this world alive If I ever leave this world alive I'll take on all the sadness That I left behind If I ever leave this world alive The madness that you feel will soon subside So in a word don't shed a tear I'll be here when it all gets weird If I ever leave this world alive So when in doubt just call my name Just before you go insane If I ever leave this world Hey I may never leave this world But if I ever leave this world alive She says I'm okay; I'm alright, Though you have gone from my life You said that it would, Now everything should be all right She says I'm okay; I'm alright, Though you have gone from my life You said that it would, Now ev...

Im Baaaacccckkkkk

I know I have received some flack concerning my lack of writing lately. But with all my heart intact as far as I know I can say that we are officially into our new home and it is feeling mor and more like home everyday. I have put my teacups up in the kitchen and those of you that know me know that they are my babies. They look beautiful and are on the walls of the nook and the light in ther is beautiful so my little treasures are just showing off all day long. I have put some window treatments up but nothin permanent. I am getting along fine and think we can be alright here. A few new things going on. I o to see the lawyer tomorrow concerning my Dad and that will either be the begining or the end of the case. I thought I wanted it to be the begining but honestly I kinda hope it is the end. My heart still hurts ona daily basis and the guilt that I feel is still there. Selfishly I want them to say that there was nothing done wrong and he was just ready. I have feared all along ...