Flaming June's Love

 How to begin. "It has been the best of times it has been the worst of times." I had a few posts that I began but never posted that I decided to just "let go of" and publish.  SO that is where the extra posts from this date came from.  Check the written dates and that will explain alot.. Our boy turned 15 the other day.  The past 7 months since March 13th we have been on a relative lockdown quarantine stay home order. While in the middle of this craziness it seems as if life is either a total shitstorm or minor inconvenience.  We are reaching the end of our summer and it has been one of quiet simplicity.  Mixed with fear and mindbending uncertainty. I have rambled between this has been a mother nature wake up call to slow the hell down world VS I need to get the fuck out of here before I lose my mind and die here.  Our boy is now 15 and begins HS in a few short weeks.  In reference to the PANDEMIC we are in the throws of we have now been out of ac...

Well our two week Jack and Mommy hiatus has turned into a full blown worldwide pandemic. We spent Easter just the boys and I and honestly it was horrible. There wasnt any thought of Easter bunny baskets dressing up... nothing at all. I watched mass on my computer. I was annoyed allll day. I miss my girls and my Mother and my LIFE. The way I imagined it and the way this thing is going down are two totally different things. So my plans to go out the mountain with Jack and Nana are not gone.  But certainly logistically this would not be an easy task. I am working harder now than I have in year.  Distance learning without a board and not being able to lecture is a nightmare.  My workload is heavier and I have a full schedule. Going out the mountain is great as long as the internet works and I can get my ZOOM to work. The cats... The dog Andy being home alone means he will definitely not be cautious. I dont know what will happen with Owen should Allie be deplo...

My last post from March was about a dreamy setting of two weeks vacation called "coronacation".  Yes well that was just that.... A DREAM> What has actually occured is a worldwide pandemic. AGAIN... WORLDWIDE PANDEMIC>