I have been working in my head on what to write about. A few flashes of ideas that kinda die out after the second paragraph. I walked the dog this morning after putting jack on the bus. I decided to stand in the cold by the river and just wait. wait, waiting.... yeah waiting for a message or sign. Not necessarily from anyone or in reference to anything in particular. It could be I was waiting for inspiration, motivation, DIVINE INTERVENTION. I like to feel MOVED, GUIDED by something ELSE. It doesnt happen often but I have felt it. Silly things such as "I need to kiss you, right now" "I will hug this child til he screams "LET GO MAAWM" "I am going to repeat myself in class until the lost soul in the back smiles at me and is WITH ME." That happens I must say. I feel rewarded at work maybe once a week. My rewards at work are much more valuable than many jobs I can imagine. I have people learning something. FROM ME. I see excitement, intensity and pride...