Flaming June's Love

Girls being silly Jack exhausted and sleeping. The time is creeping by without me mentioning it. Everyone else is talking about it but I am not saying much. Today is the end of Tuesday. My girl leaves on Saturday. I actually will be taking her to college. You know the imaginary place where our children turn into adults and we no longer worry, love or breathe every breath for and with them. I have a familiar feeling in my throat. The one that is a happy but close to tears all the time. I can cry with the thoughts of driving away. I probably dont have to say much more than driving away. We have shopped and shopped and talked about this and that except for the driving away. Today as I was giving Jack his bath and Allie was getting dressed fro her "girls night out" she asked how Sat was going to "work" I said the anticipated, unpack all the shit, make the bed, get your books, put in the rug, hook up the phone, put money in the account at the bookstore. blah blah bl...