Flaming June's Love

Do you ever wonder if the things that cross YOUR mind are anything close to what OTHER people think about? I have memories of hearing voices mumbling when it was really quiet as a child. I remember thinking I had bugs in my ears because I could hear them marching. I was sure there were people that never made it to earth and were counting on me to think about everything in my day so they could live them with me. I remember telling myself not to think about certain "bad" things too long because SOMEONE would know. I recall feeling that my family really didnt like me but tolerated me until I went to bed and then they would all laugh at me. I would never look at someone I thought was ugly or dumb because I was afraid I would find myself to be in worse shape than they were. What makes these revelations or admissions ever more... unnerving is that I know I am not crazy, I am just being honest. I am far from excellent. I am a stones throw away from alright. I have abilities to be ...