Flaming June's Love

So much to say and update. I have alot that has happened but I havent had the mojo to write. The stifled, constipated writing hopefully has been jossled loose by new light. Literally. Spring has sprung and I want to feel new. I want a fresh start and encourage fresh thoughts that enter my mind. Allie's thyroid growths were benign and that is truly blessing. Allie received her admission letter from Temple and I again have to prepare my heart for her departure. I can look back to fall of 2007 to revisit the process of letting go but I think this time will be different. She has been my comrade for the past year and a half. My friend. We have had a few issues but usually it is because of attempts to protect the other from situations or hurt feelings. I so want her to be successful and happy and do her thing, but I selfishly dont want her to leave. I have a feeling that if she goes now I wont get her back again. That is what I asked for isnt it? I seem to be getting everyt...