c'mon Suz give it a chance
Im not feeling optimistic lately. I should be at a very good positive point in my life. I am not feeling it. I have great kids. My oldest in now in England and called sounding like a little girl. I wanted to reach through the phone and get her home. She is fine I know but the mother in me doesnt want to let go. I am counting the days til she gets back only to start counting down to her departure to college. Missi is good turning into a sassy independent woman. She is different from Al. Missi doesnt talk as much as Al. She is a normal teen and keeps her stuff to herself. Jack is good and very very active. I am truly physicallly exhausted by the end of the day and my body hurts. I have nothing to complain about but I am doing it anyway. A girl at work yesterday said she hated me because she thought I had the "perfect" life. hmmm... Most of the time I feel really lucky and grateful. Other times I want to either run away and be alone, Go back to the life before ...