Stop holding on.
OK so this is an image might take a while but here goes. Have you ever seen a cartoon of someone holding onto a hose with lots of pressure inside it which in turn whips and snakes the holder all about. Almost as if it were alive and trying to shake the holder loose? Why doesnt the person just let go? Dont they realize that the pressure is too great and they are not going to regain control, just continue to get whipped about? Why hold on so long? I have images of holding on too long, which in turn is only beating me up more for no purpose than to say I didnt "give up". Some instances I just cant let go. I cant let go. You cant make me. I enjoy the ride I guess. Like he a%%hole Dr. Phil says "Hows that working for Ya?" Its not working for me, but what is the alternative? The unknown truly is worse than the reality. 10 things I want to do before I die. 1. Sleep outside, in a sleeping bag, under the stars. 2. Sit in a pub and drink beer with strangers. 3. Go the g...