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national fears day?...

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It is national fears day. A day to recognize your fears... and then what? I saw it in a sidebar while on the computer.  Do we need a national day to recognize our fears?  Aren't they readily available at any time? Mine are. They are there when I wake up in the morning and check my cell phone... making sure I didnt miss a call from someone while I slept. They are in the mirror after a shower, as red scars that sometimes surprise me.  SCARE me. Fears of being alone, and sometimes afraid to NEVER be alone. Fears of falling apart, emotionally, spiritually, physically. Fears of my girls going through what I have, and then again afraid they won't have as much as I have had. JACK FEARS-FILL ME< then empty me again.  Until I am left with the boy and fears of getting to tomorrow. I have posted a picture from my walk early Sunday morning.  I don't walk enough ( which scares me)  but when I do I feel great. I walked along the river and perched upon th...