Christmas 2012...
Our Beautiful tree right after Santa arrived. I sat in my rocking chair, and as I do every year, cried a few tears. Gratitude, sadness, relief, anticipation. it was a great tree this year, not a single problem. She didnt fall down once, which NEVER HAPPENS. Allie lives with her boyfriend Ryan. I have to adjust to that idea. So being thats the case I had to adjust to her NOT being here Christmas morning. A very very difficult pill to swallow. But I did it. I imagined this day, and I did alright. I imagine having a fever, helped me cope since I was slightly disoriented... but we had a sweet Missi, Jack, Andy, Mommy Christmas morning. Here is the boy wonder so HAPPY to get his new Nabi. A tablet made for kids loaded with games and learning and books. He was psyched, as you can see. Missi a kind and genrous sister playing the surprised onlooker when she was the one that helped Santa download...