I am better now.
As I was reviewing my blog of the past year in order to compound it I decided I am not going to close it down. I cant bear to lose the things I have invested here. My losses and gains, fears and strides forward. Most of all my beautiful children,husband and family. I wont be scared away or will I be changed to be something I am not. So I go on.... We have fire. We have lots of fire And also have beautiful children.