I dont know how I m feeling ... thank you for asking/
I waited and waited ofr this day to come. Now the day is here and I am sitting here and the day is over and I feel.... different. I feel lonely, sad, defeated, and a failure. I am hoping that it is from my hormones and that this will pass but damn I am having sellers remorse. I tell myself I did this for the family and that it was time to sell the place anyway but shit this is hard. I am staying at my Moms place and Ican see the lights on at MY HOUSE down the street and the fu&^%ers are in my house. I signed it over, Itook a check that doesnt even belong to me and I walked away. I left all my chances of independence on that table today. I am now partnered and attached and unable to get out quick. THis sounds bad I know but I have always always alwyas been a plan B kind of girl. I have no plan B now. I deposited plan B into the joint account to pay for things in the new house. This is fair and how it should be, I am being selfish and negative and extremely critical. I want...