Is regret a way of life?
To regret something means to me that you would change the occasion or outcome of an event. Well I regret since 1991. I have always lived with the belief that things happen for a reason but I am feeling ;like a trainwreck lately. I am grieving the loss of my father, yet I am also grieving the loss of at least the first half of my life. I am not what I had hoped to be. Singularly, me, alone, I am not what I wanted to be. I do have alot of gratitude for the childrren never regret them or their outcome. If I have had anything to do with their successes I would be grateful. I would have been seems futile at this point-What I intend to be seems more hopeful and optimistic huh? I have days when I want to run with my son and sell everything and ge4t a tiny apartment and just "be". Then other days I am happy with the wife mom position. Prior to meeting my second husband I haaaad plans to graduate my girls and sell it all and move to a city with just a bicycle as a mode of t...