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Little earthquakes

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Danny

javascript:show_story('116121') I havent gotten any calls in my life so far that concern my kids and take my breath away-- in a bad way. Today i got one about my nephew that took my breath away and I cried for a good hour afterwards. It seems my nephew Danny and his buddy were on *! in NY state going for their tuxes for the prom this weekend. The driver avoided another car and overcorrected and went over a guardrail and flipped the suv they were in. My nephew was knocked trapped for a few moments in the car and then crawled out from the back seat out into the grass where he was found unconscious. He was taken to the hospital and treated for a concussion and scratches on his knuckles and forearms. The scratches they believe from his trying to get out of the car while suspended from his seatbelt. My sisterinlaw called and I just fell apart. I always feared one of those calls but this was scary, it seemed forever to hear her say he was alright. My already fuc%^^#$ heart w...

Mothers day.

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I had a nice day. The girls got apicture of all three of them together and that is good. I so love these kids and if I have a day to spend with anyone it would be these people in my life. I am attaching a few of Jack and his room with the trains and a bath pic but the posed ones are from my thoughtful Mothers day gift. I also got a gift certificate to the local nursery for a tree for our yard from ANdy. That was really a thought out gift and I am so excted to find the perfect "baby" for our yard.

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My Andy

can you hear that?

Do you ever wonder if the things that cross YOUR mind are anything close to what OTHER people think about? I have memories of hearing voices mumbling when it was really quiet as a child. I remember thinking I had bugs in my ears because I could hear them marching. I was sure there were people that never made it to earth and were counting on me to think about everything in my day so they could live them with me. I remember telling myself not to think about certain "bad" things too long because SOMEONE would know. I recall feeling that my family really didnt like me but tolerated me until I went to bed and then they would all laugh at me. I would never look at someone I thought was ugly or dumb because I was afraid I would find myself to be in worse shape than they were. What makes these revelations or admissions ever more... unnerving is that I know I am not crazy, I am just being honest. I am far from excellent. I am a stones throw away from alright. I have abilities to be ...

sweet Melissa

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