Flaming June's Love

Have you ever met someone that is so full of talk they eventually believe EVERYTHING THEY SAY? Interestingly enough the individual I mentioned last week as the "something wicked" well she is so involved or should I say delusional that she seems to forget that I KNOW HER. There are some things that you can tell yourself It may begin to sound plausible... until someone that was THERE and has been observing the entire train wreck can say "Are you kidding me?" Go fuck yourself.

PIC 1 MISSI AND DANNY 2ND PIC MY GIRLS, MOM, AND AUNT CATHY 3RD JOE THE NEIGHBOR 4TH NEPHEW AND MY GIRLS

My baby Missi was sweet sixteen on Tuesday, with all the excitement with the holiday on its way I didnt get to post with the appropriate excitement. Missi is 16. We had picked up Allie Tuesday for the holiday at home and they enjoyed the afternoon together. We enjoyed cupcakes and pizza and sang happy to you. We are now in the plan mode for her party on Saturday night with her girls. First a trip to the skating rink (ice skating) then a sleepover poker night with the gals. I will be posting some pics from the week with my brother and nephews and family stuff. My nephew was eighteen on Thursday and we went to his other grandmas for pizza and cake on Wed. I have pics of all of that too. The there is Thanksgiving and it was a nice day as well. I did some of my best cooking and baking this year. I have planned on cooking for this holiday with hopes of the new house but to no avail as of yet. WE WILL BE THERE FOR CHRISTMAS. I made a green bean casserole, candied carrots, mince me...

As I was reviewing my blog of the past year in order to compound it I decided I am not going to close it down. I cant bear to lose the things I have invested here. My losses and gains, fears and strides forward. Most of all my beautiful children,husband and family. I wont be scared away or will I be changed to be something I am not. So I go on.... We have fire. We have lots of fire And also have beautiful children.

I have found myself in a predicament. I will be closing down my blog withing the next week. A hurtful, spiteful and malice driven evil hearted person has again found their way into my life. I asked for this one. I opened the door again to someone I felt "connected" to. I began blogging for some relief from my grief, in introspective on a broken heart. Along the way I investigated my feelings on love, marriage, forgiveness, joy, discouragement, parenthood, friendship and alot of other things. I enjoyed friends comments and truly took to heart observers comments. I havent found anyone to be abrasive, mean or discouraging at all. Until now. Someone has made statements which are obviously figments of contorted imaginations. This person was able to hold themselves together for almost 6 months before falling apart... again.... I have had the experience of manipulation in the past, but this one, this is almost funny. I dont trust anything this person has to say, I have ofte...

We had a taste of winter for a few days and it felt kinda good. With the time change it is feeling really cozy and I just want to cook and bake and stuff. Today and tomorrow have been forecasted to be warm and beautiful so Jack and I took advantage and wandered up to the park. he loves it. He just runs and I think feels independent. I worked on alot of the photo and I have trouble getting them to blogger. The first one of Missi is her cracking up about something-I dont know but she definately is getting that Angelina Jolie thing going. The lips the full brow and she is just as beautiful inside as out. These past few months have been such a huge growing time for her. Allie is well and getting along fine. She has been complaining of headaches but I think it is stress from midterms and such. I suffered the same during college and found that as soon as midterms were over I was back to normal. She will be home next week for Thanksgiving break. We have a bilco door and garage doors an...