Flaming June's Love

the boy dirty and playing in the dirt and rocks with a runny nose and sooo gorgeous If you know Andy I see him in this picture, first time really. Do you? My men at Edwards playing in the dirt and rocks. We had fun the hole someday our home

There are people that come along in our lives and they seem to Pop up at just the right time. Are they there for us or do we have a purpose in their lives? I dont know but I am grateful to hear from a few people lately. Jim- a former student of mine that I write to about once every six months. He sent me a note the other day and I caught him up on our family. Got a note back and he is going to be a daddy this summer. He is a year older than I am and this is his first child. I am so excited for him and his wife. He was someone I met between Tim and Andy but we never dated. We laughed our heads off and had really similar likes and so on but something just wasnt there. I am glad now becasue he is happy and I am too. I got a quick note from someone else that I only hear from sporadically. We have a relationship that is sporadic at best. I always enjoyed her notes and writing but we cant seem to pull together a friendship. What is meant to be will be. I do enjoy her and her w...

So this is a picture of heaven according to someone at nasa. Im down with that idea looks ok. IS this Jesus? Is He the son of God, the salvation and one way to heaven. This is what he looks like in Suzidom Lots and Lots of flowers. My heaven blooms of every color. Trees with leaves that change the colors of fall but never fall off. Breezes that blow cool in your face but warm and comforting on your body. Midnight blue skies at night with stars that look out into the lives of the people on earth so I can peek an see hows it going for everyone. I dream that I can fly sometimes. I would like that in heaven. coasting, floating, easy blowing wind. above trees. I hope for paints of everycolor and brushes that dont ever need cleaning. canvas' that are of abundant sizes and textures. People that want them when I am done and are happy to have. Children babies without mothers. I will love them hold them nurse them and sing rock and love them until their mommies come. Then I get ...

Yup my friend Ruth the other night asked if Jack had had the flu yet. No not yet knock on wood. Well didnt the devil heart me knock and on Wednesday night the poor bugger puked up dinner. We thought it was just Dad and the boy roughhousing so we calmed down and then it started. Turkey rice and carrots spewed all over the place. The poor kid didnt know what to do with himself. He would start to gag and then run. Me chasing behind with a bucket attempting to catch vomit. Then started the crying and fever. I gave him advil and puke. Pedialyte, puke. sleep, cry, puke, repeat. My poor bugger. anyway today was the first decent day since then. One really loose stool and 50% appetite, no fever. Neither of us or say the three of us have slept decent since then so I hope tonight will be the first. OK wqith me now the latest. I have been on Paxil, which is an antianxiety, antidepressant for many years. I really dont need it but the withdrawal from this "non habit forming...

Dropped off the boy at daycare today and he didnt look back. Andy and I stood there almost ready to cry, both of us! and he went to his room and sat in a corner with three other kids and picked up some blocks and started to play. We kept saying bye bye bye. he kept playing and not turning back. My day went great. Ive still got it. The class went off without a hitch. Students were great and just like it never lapsed. ANdy and I went out for lunch together. It so brought me back to when we were dating. We used to meet for lunch and when we werent having nooners at his apartment we went for lunch and read all the papers together. We read the papers today. slowly scanning a reading all the articles of interest to the end. No baby yelling no prechewing food or checking for temp!. It was nice. We then went to the house site. We now have a fifty foot square 12 foot deep hole. Yeah its official a house will be there. Andy was so excited that he couldnt keep away. He brought th...

Me and my babies from a childrens book with amazing poetry. Mother earth sending her child Autumn to bed. Beautiful for Susan Beautiful concept and I love this one.