Flaming June's Love

There are only a few words that can describe what this child represents. He is an example of the Love his father and I have shared. The blue eyes are mine in turn are my fathers. The cheeks and full lips are just like his sisters. This afternoon the temp outside was warmer than it has been. The snow still obviously fluffy and fun for the boy. Daddy and he went out and played. Daddy threw the snow in the air and Jack watched as it fell to the ground and all around him, paused and laughed. Allie came down the street at the same time from Nana's house and called Jacks name and the boy stared and smiled and hooted to his big sister. Truly beautiful. After playing outside we all came in and his sister Missi called to Jack and he trailed snow from the front to the back of the house. She hugged him and took off his snow suit and shoes and the RED MITTENS> I found them at a consignment shop. 50cents do I need to shop there? NO do I love these cool red mitttens. Priceless. LOL I...

We had quite a bit of snow in our neck of the woods. Almost a foot of the white stuff. Kids have been outof school since Wednesday and it has been fine. Tonight Missi is at a hockey game with her buds and Allie is at home looking on line for a prom dress. Andy and I went for a lovely dinner and I had two of the most delicious pomegranite martinis.. Yup there is sex in my future tonight!!!! Gotta run crying boy with bright red cheeks, either the cold from playing in the snow or a cold with fever comong on.

Chinese proverb : One generation plants the trees; another gets the shade. Simply I am grateful today for so much. Lots and los of snow out there so the kids and the hubby are home. It is early in the day but at his point this is great in my eyes. I love these people. I will write again later today and see how in love I am then LOL.

Our wedding day the best one of my life. He is beautiful.

Ecclesiastes : For everything there is a season, And a time for every matter under heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a time to throw away; A time to tear, and a time to sew; A time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate, A time for war, and a time for peace. Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

i have been trying really hard to recall happy thoughts every night before bed so I can conjure good sleep. I am am a teeth grinding, dream screaming person. I can nap really well, but nighttime is my witching hour. Happy memory... Allie about 4 Missy about 2. We lived on the farm and had a fenced in side yard. We could sit out there and just chill out for the day. No worries. I had a blanket out on the grass, early summer. 20 feet from the back door and the girls and I had a day on a blanket. Looked at the tree in the yard. smelled the farm. played in the sandbox. I put lunch on their little picnic table. we listened to music and I loved them. Loved them adore them pray for them live for them and want all that is good and beautiful for them. Foreward 15 years and I am in the hospital after open heart surgery thinking I am dead and my daughters are there by my side whispering in my ear that they love me and hang in there they need me dont leave them. I vividly remember te...

As I go back in my mind about valentines days of the past I recall the good the bad the ugly. Ugly.. Sent an anonymous rose as a freshman to the senior beautiful boy and my best friends sister(his friend) told him it was me and he threw it away. yup bad Ugly.. My first husband found a gift in the house I had purchased when we were separated and thought it was for him uhh no you have a girlfriend since two years before we seperated she has jewelry and stuff I didnt get so no this is not for you butthead. Good.. Senior year i HS Mom and Dad surprised me with a box of chocolate and inside was a ticket to join them on a trip to St. Maarten. For easter. great time. Good.. ANdy bought me three dozen roses and sent them to my work an d all the girls thought I was the bomb and that he was the best thing since sliced bread. We were only dating three months at the time. Lat year Andy had a barbershop quartet come to the house and sing me love songs. He told them the story of the baby ...