Heeeeeee's back!!!!

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God heard me last night.  Jack woke up this morning, and was back.  After sleeping 12 hours yesterday I think the medication is out of his system.  Thank you Jesus, God, Allah, EVERYONE for that.
We had an awesome day at school today.  Note from teacher read, I think we turned a corner today and we had a great day!
He played nicely with his friends, had no outbursts, was kind, did his work and was attentive..
Believe me, this is not the end of our tearful, help me with this boy posts.
But its the end of today, and we survived, it was a good day and I am happy and grateful...
And still alive.
We are still wtihout electronics, it has not been eas but the benefits have been worth it so far.
We went to Barnes and Noble tonight played legos for an hour, trains for 30 minutes went for chinese food, worked our spelling words twice!
He is asleep in his bed, clean, content and still alive.
Here is a photo of our boy with his sister Allie, who I must say LOVES this boy with ALL OF HER HEART as well.
She met us at B&N after work to snuggle her boy and buy him a new book, because she was so proud of his great day  as well.
Here she is in her scrubs and work face.  I love her so very much.
I love him so very much.
And the Chicken... well I love him too tonight.
Thank you for your prayers and thoughts and love.

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