what is new with you???

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My life is so busy and truly crazy at times. Add a little pms and I am a true train wreck. I can wind myself into a tizzy and almost foam with angst over the little shit.
I am so busy trying to keep everyone above water that I wonder about my mental health. Not seriously unstable...but minute to minute I can feel torn and confused. My work can be lessons in futility, I can talk and everyone nods but I dont see "light". I can say that shat my topics can be to blame but then again I can blame it on my attitude too sometimes.
My girls, they are my blessings and sometimes I can string them up. I asked for them to be strong willed and courageous, then when they exercise those qualities with ME I GET PISSED.
Jack has been great and all reports from school have been excellent. I hope that he can hold it together just a little bit longer and behave while hanging with the cousins.
Andy and I surprisingly have been good. I think all things cant go to shit at the same time, as well as shit will eventually turn into a pile of dust if you let it sit long enough. So right now the house is full of people, I have alot of work to do, I am still married tonight and I am healthy.
God I hope my PMS pissiness ends soon, for the benefit of all mankind and all that reside under this roof.

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Unknown said…
If it's any consolation, I know of one student who you've reached with the lessons you teach.
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