all good things.

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As I had expected and hoped Allies party went off well. I am attaching a few pics of the evening. One o fjust her on her night and one with her two best friends. They are good kids that have gone to different colleges but come home to one another.
The blonde Kellie is just that.. a blonde kellie!!!! Overly happy but honest. smart but dumb. A good friend that doesnt know any better.
Kailyn is highly intelligent and sassy, not a naive bone in her body. misread as a bitch.... no ... she is a bitch... if you dont know her. honest, and if she doesnt lilike you you will know it. Allie rounds is out by rounding them both down, Kellie not so soft and Kai not so hard. It works for them.
Missi is away for the week at camp. As everyone knows camp is her highlight. she loves it every summer. It may be called bible camp but I dont see it. If she is religious she tries very hard to not appear it. She Ibelieve is very spiritual but far from religious. SHe can seem abrasive with her voicing doubts of Christianity, but believes in God, and good, evil, hell, heaven. so I dont worry too much as long as I dont see stars and goats blood all is well. I am attaching a pic from the car of her with the sunflowers, amazing blue eyes she has. All of them do. Hers are just extra sparkly.
I also have a pic of the new deck and Jacks work out in the yard. If I havent mentioned it lining things up is supposed to be a marker for autism. Or an Autistic trait, well he lines everything up. I have attached a pic of the scrap wood he grabbed and made a track for his cars to race on. Brilliant in my mind, autism in others. Either way he is a wonder to me everyday, CHALLENGING YESSSSSSSS beautiful just as much.

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