update.
The pics I posted this am I wanted to tell you about. The first pic is Allie at her LAST HS Basketball game. She cheered her last game in Allentown last weekend and Joe the neighbor and I went to see it. It was bittersweet to say the least. I am excited for her to go to college but then again HS with my girls has been so good and enjoyable. The handsome young man next to Allie is Je the neighbor. He and Allie hav ebeen best friends for about six years. Allie and he have a relationship that is truly a joy to watch. They have never taken their friendship anywhere but friends, but Joe has said that he and Allie will someday get married. He loves her and knows she loves him she just doesnt know it yet. HMMMM I like that. I love Joe like a son. His father died 6 years ago in a terrible accident and since then he has been almost one of my own. He was always skinny short inconspicuous JOE. Now Joe the neighbor is 6'1" thin but obviously a young George Clooney. I love the two of them together, it makes me happy.
Second pic. My beautiful Missi. I truly am surprised sometimes with her natural beauty. She doesnt know it yet but she is soo attractive and just coming into her own. She is going through some hard times right now with a few friends. Her best bud is now dating her ex boyfriend. It is difficult awkward in adult years even worse for a fifteen year old. I know she will have boyfriends to come but that first broken heart is always a doozy.
The other two pics of course are the boy. One named, uhoh, after spaghetti dinner the other night. and the other pic in front of a friends house with Jack playing with their dog through the window in the door. He laughed and squealed. Just thrilled to see the doggy close up.
My mo is home from her vacation at my brothers in New Mexico. I am happy she is home but worried she was better off out there. I am still in up and down moods and truly depressed at times. I dont want to ruin the good state of mind she achieved while away. I really worry about bringing her down and being a burden to her. Pretty pathetic that I am a burden at 40 to my 65 yo mom. I am going back to the doc to get some GOOD DRUGS> something has to help, I am so tired of feeling indifferent to EVERYTHING.
We broke ground yesterday on the house and I am so excited for that. But then again I know we are going to run into difficulties. Building always does. People have said that if you dont get divorced while building a house you never will. Well, we will see. Andy is , hmmmmm... How do I put it. meticulous with details. perfectionist, and in the most loving of ways to say it a control freak. I know how to work around it usually. but there are times when I have to stand back and let him do his thing. I think I will be standing back alot during this project. Now I have chosen cabinets, flooring countertops, some of the fixtures for plumbing. That he has left to me. He is more into the contractors stuff. Hard wood floors on the first floor up the stairs and his office. carpet in the bedrooms. Tile bathrooms and laundry room. I want a hardwood kitchen floor I think Andy wants tile. There is radiant heat being installed so either one will be warm. Warm hard wood floors, just seems so appealing.
I will post some pics of the items I have chosen feel free to comment because nothing is in stone until we pay.
Second pic. My beautiful Missi. I truly am surprised sometimes with her natural beauty. She doesnt know it yet but she is soo attractive and just coming into her own. She is going through some hard times right now with a few friends. Her best bud is now dating her ex boyfriend. It is difficult awkward in adult years even worse for a fifteen year old. I know she will have boyfriends to come but that first broken heart is always a doozy.
The other two pics of course are the boy. One named, uhoh, after spaghetti dinner the other night. and the other pic in front of a friends house with Jack playing with their dog through the window in the door. He laughed and squealed. Just thrilled to see the doggy close up.
My mo is home from her vacation at my brothers in New Mexico. I am happy she is home but worried she was better off out there. I am still in up and down moods and truly depressed at times. I dont want to ruin the good state of mind she achieved while away. I really worry about bringing her down and being a burden to her. Pretty pathetic that I am a burden at 40 to my 65 yo mom. I am going back to the doc to get some GOOD DRUGS> something has to help, I am so tired of feeling indifferent to EVERYTHING.
We broke ground yesterday on the house and I am so excited for that. But then again I know we are going to run into difficulties. Building always does. People have said that if you dont get divorced while building a house you never will. Well, we will see. Andy is , hmmmmm... How do I put it. meticulous with details. perfectionist, and in the most loving of ways to say it a control freak. I know how to work around it usually. but there are times when I have to stand back and let him do his thing. I think I will be standing back alot during this project. Now I have chosen cabinets, flooring countertops, some of the fixtures for plumbing. That he has left to me. He is more into the contractors stuff. Hard wood floors on the first floor up the stairs and his office. carpet in the bedrooms. Tile bathrooms and laundry room. I want a hardwood kitchen floor I think Andy wants tile. There is radiant heat being installed so either one will be warm. Warm hard wood floors, just seems so appealing.
I will post some pics of the items I have chosen feel free to comment because nothing is in stone until we pay.
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