party "wit da cuzints"

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That really sounds cruel doesnt it? I am not a snob really but I was raised in NJ and moved to PA before I got divorced in order to be closer to my parents. My extended family was born and raised here in Northeast PA. This is new land, untamed country and home of the hennaville. I love them truly couldnt get better wholesome people. I find their company funny and filled with the finest things hard work and family.
The entertainment is the language, and the high value of a "good drinkin night". The cousins asked Andy if I had a "pass" for the night to get out with them for a night of good drinkin. Of course hubby said yes but I wouldnt go. First of all I cant drink like that anymore, ( about 8 years ago I used to go out every weekend see where that got me) I dont want to spend all night in the smoke and I dont have the tolerance. I hope to spend a night with myhusband soon to a nice bar and have a few cocktails with friends should be next weekend or the next. I am happy tonight. I check my visitor counter and wonder why no one reads my stuff, then a jump will show up. 134 looks. wow thats alot of strangers. No one comments though, not much tos ay I guess.
Allie got another acceptance leter today. Immaculata university outside of philadelphia with 6,000 scholarship per year. That is ok to start not countiing a softball scholarship and fafsa. aiting on Temple, Franklin and Marshall and moravian. I am missing her already.

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