Flaming June's Love

I was at school today and thought I would google SUZITUZI. I wanted to be reminded of what I wrote last night. Guess what popped up? This post, which I had forgotten about. Dont believe someone is wanting you to get back to the flock.? I beleive this post was brought to my attention for a reason. I have nearly a thousand posts through the past four years. God is watching out for me, wants me to let go of my doubts and fears and believe. There is a sense of relief in letting go of the "need to know" Enjoy my post from 4/8/07. I certainly did. ted by Flaming June at 11:36 PM 0 comments Sunday, April 08, 2007 heaven, holding babies. So this is a picture of heaven according to someone at nasa. Im down with that idea looks ok. IS this Jesus? Is He the son of God, the salvation and one way to heaven. This is what he looks like in Suzidom Lots and Lots of flowers. My heaven blooms of every color. Trees with leaves that change the colors of fall but never fall off. Breezes that bl...

It is a bad thing to lose faith. It is bad for your overall health to not believe in something. I believe in Love, I believe in the goodness of people. I like the idea of doing for someone else so that someday a good will be shown to you. What I am losing is... my faith. I am wondering, doubting the potential of the something else. I wanted it so bad I believe I went past it. Here is my latest thought. How can we as human beings think we are so important in this vast immense universe that we will "LIVE" on. How is it that all things are "LIVING" will plants and animals move on the "Heaven"? We are specks truly specks in the vastness of the universe and beyond. Did GOD create us and place us here and not do ANYTHING with any of the other billions of planets? Is the IDEA of GOD just that? an idea to ease the thought of truly being ALONE IN THE WORLD? Not having the ALL knowing ALL seeing being keeping check on us can lead to anarchy. People would do whatev...

I sat on the swing. As an 8 year old girl setting with her darling grandfather snuggled up against him. We were never waiting for anything, nor were we post anything new. We would sit and chat, sit or swing and sing. This poem he recited to me as often as I could get him too. His voice deep and charming, spooky. Oh what a nice moment to remember. I hope I will see you again and hear you tell me this again.

I am on Allies computer so she has pictures that I dont. I thought I would share with all some of her stuff.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise Black bird singing in the dead of night Take these sunken eyes and learn to see all your life you were only waiting for this moment to be free Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly Into the light of the dark black night. Blackbird singing in the dead of night Take these broken wings and learn to fly All your life You were only waiting for this moment to arise, You were only waiting for this moment to arise, You were only waiting for this moment to arise

I have been thinking about this post for a few weeks now. Andy's cousin Karen B died at 45 from breast cancer two weeks ago. We went to see her the weekend before she died to say goodbye and it was very sad. As we were driving home I was trying to remember the times that we were together and why she was so special. I remember the first time we met at Andy's aunts house. It was a summer party and we were all outside. She was sitting on the patio and drinking a beer. she greeted me as the new person with a hug and a huge smile and a conversation that made you think we were friends for many years. She had a contagious smile and laugh that drew attention. Not because it was intrusive but so heartfelt. She played the guitar and drank Jack Daniels shots at partys and always had one for whoever was walking by. I remember hearing years ago that she had breast cancer. Scary thought but she is tough and they caught it so early. She went through radiation and chemo and the next time...