Flaming June's Love

I heard this somewhere on the life road, it wasnt til Andy reminded me of his favorite usage of it, Smokey and the bandit movie. OK say that is my reference point. My application for the ditty? well I have about 50 pounds to lose before Novembers 25th reunion for HS. Yeah I know I should be concerned about being healthy, blahblahblah. I want to look, at least, good. We went away to NY state. ANdy Jack and I. It was truly nice. We didnt argue, Jack was good and I was not feeling overwhelmed at all. Then we get home and all shit hell breaks loose. Details too many, but just stupid piss me off shit. Either way, I am still here, married and a mother. pictures attached from our trip.

Yeah I was cranky girl yesterday. Could you tell. I feel better today and pulled myself together. Sorry for the spewing. I hope this cheery video will help us all pick up and start over again. Along with a hysterical chuckle that Allie showed me last night.

I love that saying, easy as shooting fish in a barrel. I feel that way. I am sometimes the fish. swimming swimming swimming, round in circles. But then again some fish will eat the other fish in the barrel and overthrow the residing barrel government and anarchy will ensue. The fish that felt like a target before will now find that the other fish in the barrel were just a distraction, yet were necessary in the long term outcome of survival of the fittest. I like fish land, in barrel country. This fish is feeling a little better now, thanks for listening.

Beautiful part: my girl going to Temple. Horrible heartache part: my girl going to Temple.