Flaming June's Love

Funny I get onto Blogger to post and this is number 500 post. Merry Christmas to all and everything that is sweet to you and yours. I have so much to spill. Good things... Christmas was technically a hit. I (after writing about my visit to the Dr and reporting just a cold) went to a different doctor then next day and have bronchitis and sinusitis. I have been feeling truly miserable since the 23 rd. The gifts were all wrapped and everything necessary for the big day was done. Other than the bagels for my brother and exhusband on Christmas morning I pretty much hit everything else. I do have really bad moments of feeling overwhelmed and out of control but all in all the day went well. The girls got alot of stuff, Allies big gift this year were a pair of aquamarine earrings beautiful, and Missi got a new dvd player forher room. The rest of the stuff is typical purses jewelry, socks, closthes, movies, sweaters, pj's, undies, makeup, perfume, lotions, journals, the regular.. Th...

I rememebr watching this movie with my girls a few years ago and thinking God I hope I amnot that crazy. Now I look back and I am that crazy. But I am an excellent Mom and they Love me for that. I drive them crazy but that is my job. I love you girls now and everyday. When you read this someday long from the date that is listed realize that I sat here on the couch and dreamed of both of you dreamed of your future, good bad and everything in between. I have loved you boundlessly since the moment you were born. Neihter of you have ever lost a second of love. Thank you for making me valuable in this world girls, You made me matter, I love you for that.

Today was a day that could have been any other day for me. I went to work and did my job. I have been fighting a wicked cold for a few days so I had decided to go to the Dr at the end of the day for some antibiotics and cough syrup. The Dr denied my request for antibiotics but gave in for the codeine cough medicine. My Allie on the other hand is officially in sick mode. She always has a complaint of one type or another but this time she is officially SICK. She went to her Dr and has a double ear infection, sinusitis and eye infection. His comment to her was "you come in here this sick and still greet me with a smile>?" He gave her eye drops, antibiotics inhaler and cough medicine. A note for work through the 30th. Yes she is sick. Missi is NOT SICK. Why? well we were teasing her tonight that it is because she doesnt come out of her room long enough to breath any air that may have passed by any of us. She has been working on a paper that is officially kicking her ...

I was ready to put it all away for the night and just typed in Forty Fort, and this vid of a sunset over my hometown and the beauty of the river I love so very much. Then the song of having hope and courage after the loss of someone you love. I needed this song and vid to feel better tonight. Thank you God. Thanks Pop.