Flaming June's Love

If you havent noticed in the past let me make you aware that I dont have my own computer. I use which ever one is free when the mood strikes me to write OR more like whichever one is free! Toniht I am on Andys computer which since Jack had a total of 20 seconds alone with it he pulled the G key off and now to type one is truly impossible. So when you see a post without a ? you know it is is a computer Andy ni%ht. I am also attachin& a few pics that I find on his computer that I dont think I have put on before. If they are repeats... lucky you.

I was at my Moms house today helping her get some of her stuff packed up and ready to move. It is a difficult process and even more disturbing with the items she is finding and trying to find new homes for. She located a box of homemade things from when we were children. Cards, report cards, pictures, all kinds of kid stuff. The process of investigating these items made me recall my childhood. I remember making some of these things. In the process of cleaning out the room my Dad hung out in. We called it the smoking room since he was a heavy smoker and loved his tv room. Anyway he had the room decorated with alot if his memorabilia: firehouse, navy, golf, kids. His favorite stuff. Today Mom and I went through a few of these things and I took the ones that we discussed Jack should have for his room. The poster size pic of Dad in Rome as a 19 yo sailor. When we took it off the wall it revealed to us that Dad had written a note on the back. It took both of our breaths away to...

My Allie is home from her trip and I feel better. I hope to attach a few phtos from her trip so you can all appreciate her homecoming also. Love to all.

My ex decided to go on a well deserved vacation. I dont begrudge him that. My issue is he doesnt tell anyone of his children that he will be away for a week. Nothing. Missi has been trying to call him for three days, no answer. Allie tries calling to report her safe return home and no answer. I call this am and guess what hes in New hAMPSHIRE ON A BIKE TRIP. gOOD iM GLAD BUT WHY NOT SHARE THE NEWS WITH YOUR KIDS. TELL THEM YOU WONT BE AROUND FOR FATHERS DAY SO THEY ARENT PLANNING A DINNER AND GET YOU STUFF. All the stuff I was feeling for him last week,, yup all gone. Im glad hes alone, he should be, he cant handle intimacy considering he cant have any relationship with his daughters. So I recant my guilt, (for today) I earned a few good screws for those few years. He was unwilling and most of the time unable to perform so FU&* him, or may I say FU^% them, and so I did... Here is how we spent our Fathers day. We got up did some work around the house and the girls got s...

This one always reminded me of my Mom and Dad. Spending time apart when Dad was in the Navy. Although the time in their lives is not something we talk about I can imagine my Mom was struggling without him. I believe their love was forged during that time. Thats why I love who they were... or are... together. Andy took me on a vacation after only knowing one another a few weeks. We went to Florida Keys and had the most wonderful time together. He was charming, smart, funny. He made me feel like a woman again. He showed me new and exciting things and encouraged me to push further. Ijumped from a boat to go snorkling on a coral reef inthe gulf of Mexico. I drank tequila and rode a bicycle throughthe streets of Keywest. We watched the sun set and rise on another morning. I went on th trip without asking anyones permission, I made my first adult real decision that trip, I owe that to him. I drove a boat throught he gulf of mexico then around the keys to the Atlantic ocean, just...

Emo for those of you not in the know means, a teen in the time of emotional termoil of their life nad dress dark, behave dark and genreally are examples of teen angst. Well there are days that I come to this site and read my shtuff and label myself emo. I do have reason to bitch but I dont like it. Today no rants or raging. Today is a day of showing off the beuaty in my life. I am attaching a photo fo my boy taken last night and if there was ever a pic of Jack that describes him it is THIS ONE> The character of JAck is in the details and perifery of the scene. Allow me to identify the nuance of the boy we love. 1. The one yellow boot on his right foot. Yes he could only find one and he wanted to wear them in 90 degree weather so it was on for a good two hours dragging about the house. running along the wood floors with a CLUNK- swish, CLUNK-swish... Joyful as ever. 2. The balloon floating to the right of the frame is the baloon I recieved on the flowers form the girls for m...