Flaming June's Love

Another beautiful day here in NEPA. What entirely made it beautiful were these two men in my life fill me. Jack as beautiful as any child should be allowed to be. Andy as generous as any man created. I looked at these pics on the screen of my computer and was truly awed by them. I see LOVE in Andys eyes for this boy and cant imagine him never having been a Dad. He and I went for dinner tonight alone and bonded. We laughed and were silly. It was really really nice. I wanted to share these pics from this afternoon. Lucky me.

Love my guy

Saw her in 97 Purest voice Ive heard and quite an odd beautiful soul.

Did I mention I love this guy. Sitting in a bar having a beer and picked up a guitar and did this. Just another message to those who matter.... "Keep me where the light is"

Yes I have been walking for a week now and I feel pretty good about it. As does Jack. He enjoys the ride and tonight when I said lets go insinuating bed, he went to the closet got his shoes and asked for his goat goat goat, you know his coat!!! I have a standard route and he seems to know the direction we are heading since he wants to "Go datta teway maarm peweeze?" Yes I know the writing is a mess but that is his dialect and at this point any dialect of Jackanese is a good one. I had to laugh tonight since we left a little later than usual we ran into different people on the dike. runners and couples and after work crowd. Jack and I are usually the 12 noon group with the old people and young moms. Jack is such a friendly child he says hello to people when they are blocks away and continues to wave and talk to them as they approach and begins conversations with them as they are jogging or bicycling by. He then says goodbye and waves and see ya ladders. Then goes tot he...

It has been a while I know but things have been busy. As I said Aunt Betty died and went to her funeral and wake stuff. It wa actually in an abnormally pleasant way... nice. I think because we all knew she had lived a long happy loved charmed life. We all will miss her bt I believe her to be in a better place. I enjoyed all the family together and also had company tot he house. My first guests. My brother Dave and cousin mandy. They sat and chatted had a snack, coffee toured the new pad and we had a nice visit. I really needed that. I know we are all doing ok. Our last effort at seeking legal representationon my Dads behalf is tomorrow. A lawyer from Philly is coming to the house tomorrow to read throught he chart quickly and hear what I have to say and I guess take it or not depepnding on the meeting. As I said before this is the last time. I had wanted it to end witht he last but there are so many broken hearts thast one last try wont hurt anything. Missi is now begining...

Lawyer is visiting on Friday. Gotta go though. Im gonna read my dads chart for a while. My life is good though.