Flaming June's Love

Andy and I laugh all the time about situations that I have been in or gotten myself into and defining them as DIFFERENT. My situations compared to theirs are different because they are ME Example 1 Suzie has an ongoing affair with a man she worked with for about 7 months, I had no intentions of leaving my husband I just wanted to have a little fun and feel something. (The kiss of death really) When my husband after years of my being in and out of our marriage then decides to date someone else and I find out all hell breaks loose and I am ready to literally kill him. WHY you may ask is this so ironic well My cheating was deamed different or acceptable at the time. His infidelity... unforgiveable. Because it was with me how could he do this to me. Selfish self absorbed egomaniac. I realized and came to terms with my bad bad ti...

Andy has been painting the house all of his free time. To those of you that dont know us personally you may think he is a workaholic. and... YOU WOULD BE RIGHT>!!! He is a highly motivated and when he decides anything it is that way. That is a good and bad trait. PAinting, working around the house, making money GOOD THING> Bargaining with his wife and making compromises, sometimes NOT SO GOOD> Soo lets talk about the color of the formal living room and dining room. Yes the brownish, baigeish, pinkylike color Andy bought 6 gallons of to cover all the walls. I went over there last night to check opn him and he was already on his way home and I found the color a little uhhmmm should I say.... Not what I expected.... Im am not sure about it and yet I have a feeling it will be on the walls to stay without much discussion. Now realize I dont expect any changes in the color at this point realizing we have hundreds of dollars invested in it. I might say I am uhmm cautious about the...

I am taking allie back to school today and we have a few extra hours to spend together. We are going to the King of Prussia mall. I will attach a listing of the malls map and youwill see why I am so ready to go there.

ve' off her new album paper skin... i got teary as i listened to the lyrics... i think you'll be able to see why it was so moving for me... I Will Show You Love | by Kendall Payne I will show you love like you’ve never loved before; I will go the distance and back for more if you just say the word You will come alive again and call the trying times your friend; The pain that you have suffered through will never get the best of you; You will hope in something real that won’t depend on how you feel; When you call my name then I will answer, answer I am on your side though the wind and waves beat against your faith; You were on my mind when the world was made; Trust in me my child, Trust in me my child Walk out on the water where you have no control; So scared to death of failure you sacrifice your soul, please let that go You have climbed an uphill road, You have worn a heavy load; You have cried through endless nights and nearly given up the fight; Watche...

The girls walking together to the Dr's appointment todday. You cant really tell but they are holding hands. The boy and a dandilion a few days ago. Look at his blonde hair how that happened I dont know. Love them all.

As you can see my girl Allie is home for the weekend. She is home to check on her sister and brother. She was home in time to take Missi back to the urologist tonight and all is well. She was with me to pick up the boy from school this afternoon. And he just loves her to pieces. The first pic of Jack and I last night goofing around woth the camera. I look fat but it is me and he loves me this way so I am happy. The second is of Missi 's makeup from the Library spook house she has been working at for about a month. She couldnt go tonight for her kidney infection but I know she loves it. The nest pic is of Allie when we went to pick up Jack . She just makes me happy looking at her. Lat is Jack cracking up inn the car with his sisters singing to him. I am happy.

Can i say yes>>? I watched Greys anatomy tonight as usual. And there were moments of my time that flashed before my eyes as usual with incredible writing and directing. George standing with a grieving father debating whether to accept his dead daughters heart for his own transplant. George explaining to the father that although he is not a father he can speak as a child that if he could give his heart for his father, he would. If there was anything he could do to bring his Dad back he would do it. I so understood that. I dont like to sound overdramatic but of anyone in the world i would give my life for I wouldnt think twice about my three children. I would give my life for them in no thought or blink of an eye. Jack was evaluated today by the intermediate unit today. They had screening for speech and developmental problems at his daycare and they found reason to investigate a speech delay. OK, so now what. They will be coming to my home to watch himf or the day and see how ...