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and then... it all changed.

Jack and I were snuggled up the other night when Andy was away on business.  We were watching NatGeo channel and they were talking about the Incans civilizationand how they buried their favorite things with them.  Jack said  "Mom, do you remember the day before Honeydog died? it was just a regular day and we didnt even know it was the last regular day.  She was under the table like she always was while I did my homework and I pet her with my foot and we were happy.  I didnt play with her or do anything special with her that day.  Then she was gone.  We didnt even know our lives were going to change." We talked about Honey and that she was a happy dog, and lived a long good life with us.  She didnt need a big sendoff, she had lived life everyday loving us.  In her simple doggy ways.  We loved her in our simple everyday Honey dog family ways.  He cried.  He talked about not knowing his Pop, how his life would be different ha...

Facebook stole my groove

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Yes its been a while. My only excuse is FB stole my groove. The daily thoughts and events that used to fill this blogg now get condensed and white washed inorder to share them quickly on FB. I find my life is too big for that anymore, along with FB is filled with fakers. Yes they like yoour life, post, food, vacation, dog, babies. But then its over. I need to feel a connection, even if its only a few people, I need to purge to people that like it! So my list of upcoming posts Owen Reilly... Allie, Missi and Jack Jack, Jack and more Jack Heart disease Dying ( a common thread, wherever I am) Living My mother and brothers. My Andy, the man I hate to love and love to love.  yes the dichotomy of it all. MS and all that it entails Lesbians, Homosexuals and what that means to me now, then, and daily. Donald Trump;;; My music lately books Im reading and writing in my head. My ex husband. If you read along with the lawt 10 or so years when I was active, you see that ...