Flaming June's Love

Yup another one and this is our fist one in the new house. I am hosting today and I am very happy about that. If I can keep Jack from destroying everything within his reach and knocking people down with his random pushing and running it might be a decent day. It is pretty sad when you have to plan your holiday dinner around your childs nap so that they WONT be awake for it. Yeah if I could donate Jack to the food bank for the day I certainly would. AM I a bad mom, I know I am. But I have the rest of the family to think about too. Andy has generously donated his time to hang with the boy upstairs until I can pull the day together. I am happy. I am grateful. I am tired.

First a few pics I found on Allies computer that I really liked. My bly looking angelic and then the boy looking like the rest of us when a camera is about and making a silly face with my cousins daughter Ella. The nest is probably the only pic of myself on this blog but I figured what the heck, I am what I am. The last is totally girls. love their silliness. Ok here is the latest news around here. Growing up we spent our summers at he mountain house with the grandparents and cousins and extended family and friends. I can tell you that the time spent out ther is time I will always chersih and that the memories are thick and can almost be tasted that is how good some of them are when I think hard enough. Many of those memories revolve around a local bar called The Barn. It was owned by a family that had spent their generations on the mountain as well. My earliest memories of the barn were as a young child going there to have coke in a glass bottle and chips and playing the jukebo...

When did my Missi get so beautiful, She is now swimming and working out at the gym at school three days a week and she is blossoming into something ... MORE. Her boyfriend is an amazing young man and I couldnt be happier for her.

Here goes a month of blogging I should be doing but cant seem to either find the time or find the motivation to write. The latest stuff is I spent friday night at Lehigh Valley Hospital, yeeah a real blast from the past there. I was at school and felt fine. All of a sudden I had terrible nausea, sweating, hearburn, lightheadedness and thought I was going to pass out. It lasted about a minute and by that point I was in full blown panic mode and called Andy who immediately called the paramedics and I was in an als unit within ten minutes. I cant say what brought it on and truly what it was but shit it was scary. I can say that I thought it was starting all over again and I was going to die if I didnt get someone there quick. It took a good 30 minutes to get the initial workup stated at the hospital and then I think i was in panic attack mode so ther really was nothing I could do by that point. They called My cardiologist and he wanted me in Allentown immediately so ther I was in an ...

Picture of the punch for Missis party, notice the spooky hands floating in the "bloody punch" yuck.LOL My mom, aunt, cousin and daughter at the halloween party. My girls soooo lucky am I. My boy as his hero, lightning mcqueen.